I want someone to look at me and think “wow, you mean so much to me, I don’t ever want to lose you”. I want to be shown I actually matter because fuck am I sick of chasing after people who don’t even want to be in my life in the first place.
dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough
I started sleeping on my front
Because you used to… and I miss you.
I found your note when I came to.
It was a heartfelt thank you that broke my heart in two.
Starra Neely Blade (via thatkindofwoman)
a friendly reminder:
don’t hang out with people that make you feel bad about yourself
If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather.
Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness, and loneliness they’re going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed, but it is one of the kindest, noblest, and best things you will ever do.❞
Stephen Fry (via onlinecounsellingcollege)